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crystalcastles

crystalcastles

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Is it okay if I take my SN solution (SN + Water already prepared) inside a bottle with me for a couple hours outside so I can get to the wilderness first. Or will this decrease the purity of the SN somehow?

Also, what do you think about wanting your body to never be found?
 
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ZwartHartje

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As I understand it, SN is a type of salt, that should be chemically stable and not degrade. Its originally intended use is as a preservative, after all.

And I can relate very much to not wanting your body to be found! I'd prefer it too, to be taken back by the wilderness. Unfortunately any really remote places are pretty much out of reach when you can't drive, like myself.
But at least in my case if I die at home I can expect it will be at least several months until my body will be found, if not years.
 
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Me too, I also don't want my body to exist at all after I die which is impossible without being found. I just want it to disappear from existence following my loss of consciousness.
 
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Any update on this? I too was planning to have three/four small 100ml bottles prepared from home, then travel in my car to my place of choice of ctb. I was planning to start my 8 hour fast once i get there, it is secluded and in nature and no one comes there. So i really need to know if it's possible to do this, also if the SN will remain unspoilt in the small (tightly closed) bottles of SN + WATER mixture for like 10 hours. I mean ofc it's probably not much problem preparing it there given the time for which i will be there, but it will be neater this way.
 
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buriedinmyhead

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Mar 24, 2026
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Is it okay if I take my SN solution (SN + Water already prepared) inside a bottle with me for a couple hours outside so I can get to the wilderness first. Or will this decrease the purity of the SN somehow?

Also, what do you think about wanting your body to never be found?
Would it be possible for you to not mix them until after you get to your destination?

I also don't want to be found, though I likely will be. I want to be forgotten about, and I don't want anyone to speak of me after I die. I'm not worth remembering.
 
crystalcastles

crystalcastles

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Would it be possible for you to not mix them until after you get to your destination?

I also don't want to be found, though I likely will be. I want to be forgotten about, and I don't want anyone to speak of me after I die. I'm not worth remembering.
I feel like I could make a mess trying to measure the SN, put it in the bottle and mix all in the forest. I was wondering if I could set the solution up at my house, then travel for about 4 hours to the wilderness in 25 degrees celsius weather.
 

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