Venting I don't want this life

[Painless_end]

I didn't ask for this, I was born and like everyone else I did my best as much as I could, but I don't want to continue, I dislike the conditions of existence.

I have subtle but deep neurobiological deficiencies. It is always too much to keep up with the world. My mind is simply too weak. I feel like I have lesser "motivational centres" in my brain than the average person. These are deep and fundamental observations. Meaning that they are true on an invisible level and also intrinsic to my brain.

Simply put, I cannot exist without my weaknesses. My brain is just hardwired to contain those specific weaknesses and they cannot be overcome. Thus leading directly to my daily misery.

I dislike the fact that I exist. I dislike everything about my existence. There was no reason that the sperm that fertilized the egg that gave birth to me, should have been the one to win out of others.

 

[TheHatedOne]

I feel ya. I'm not fit for this life and I shouldn't have been born. I exist only for other people to treat me like shit.

 

[FuneralCry]

I do not want my life as well. I see my existence as a mistake. I mean we were all perfectly fine not existing until we were forced to live, existence is just unnecessary. Everything is determined by chance and some people are disadvantaged through no fault of their own, it is very unfair. It is perfectly understandable, the way you feel. It is cruel how society expects us to suffer for decades, we all deserve the option of euthanasia.

 

[Painless_end]

How quick people are to judge on a non-suicide forum like Facebook

I posted my lack of motivation and difficulty in adjustment to life issues in response to someone on an Indian astrology forum that I visit on Facebook, and they quickly diagnosed my issues as being "lazy".

I mean, if I had the will to live, I would shed the "lazy" and move on.

But you can't say this on a non-suicide forum. You can't just come out and say, I would rather die. You can't discuss in depth, your personal issues like you can here because of sufficient anonymity and supportive forum members.

But I can say it here. I would rather just die in my sleep tonight.

 

[PSYCHO_METAL_X]

I'm right there with you dude. I've had enough of this shit