Why am I being forced to endure this pain... I'm literally alive because I don't wanna upset people that don't think twice to damage me, I feel like I'm going crazy.... Loving someone who doesn't care how they hurt you is incredibly soul crushing, giving your everything, and they make it nothing.... no one understands MY pain, they all say they've been here before , but no one has ever felt the same as another person... maybe it's petty to other people, but I can't help the way I feel, I didn't ask to be born broken in the brain.... I asked god our "creator " to help me, but till this day nothing, I've tried changing my ways and doing right but still nothing. If he's our creator, then I'm his first mistake 
