I don't know why I want to die

[LucieInTheDark]

I have a good life, I have a job that while low paying, I'm pretty much having 100% of my salary as disposable income. I'm living with my abusive mother, but I've arranged plans to move out soon.
I have a lot of people who love me and try to help me whenever they can, yet I still feel empty inside. I just want to lie down and sleep forever
I took 1mg of klonopin as I'm writing this. I guess I'm just a depressive bitch who wants to attempt to ctb for attention

 

[FuneralCry]

The way I see it, isn't life itself enough of a reason to want to die. Life is just so tedious and pointless. Anyway, we all have the right to exit this world at a time of our own choosing, nobody has to justify their reasons for leaving. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

 

[LucieInTheDark]

The way I see it, isn't life itself enough of a reason to want to die. Life is just so tedious and pointless. Anyway, we all have the right to exit this world at a time of our own choosing, nobody has to justify their reasons for leaving. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.

Thanks. I feel like crying. I'm just tired of life, I wish I could just rest

 

[Kobusu]

I think a lot of people can empathize, I know I can. I have prospects, I have opportunities, and I have people who love me and care for me. I don't think there's any reason we need to have for being tired of it all. Life is exhausting, and life is draining. It takes everything from us no matter how easy or hard it is. If there was a targetable and tangible "reason" we could all point to and address, nobody would be suicidal. It's something more than that, something existential. I'm sorry you're so tired, and I'm sorry you're in so much pain.

 

[Suicidebydeath]

I'm living with my abusive mother

A strong factor imho. I genuinely hope you start to feel better after you move out, nobody deserves to feel this way. If you continue to feel this way maybe you just need love to fill the familial gap, if not I hope you find peace soon. I don't think you're attention seeking at all. I hope you get some rest too.

I also like to lie down and rest. It's a stress coping mechanism. It feels so good, if you get enough sleep and avoid nightmares. Sleep is healing. Needing sleep/rest is a symptom that something is wrong and could be better. Like your life, I hope your quality of life improves soon.

 

[healthrecovery]

No meaning in life equals no life

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

No meaning in life equals no life

That's been me for decades