Venting I don't know what I'm waiting for

[przeciwwymiotne]

I'm long overdue, everyday is worse than the previous one. It's very hard to get an antiemetic!!!! I think hanging is my only option. I'm scared

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand. Existing really is so horrible and it is so unfair how it is this difficult to leave. I should have left a long time ago as well, I see no point to enduring this life when instead I could be peacefully not existing. I know that it is so dreadful when things just get worse. I hope that you find freedom from your suffering.

 

[ewigeruhe]

I'm long overdue, everyday is worse than the previous one. It's very hard to get an antiemetic!!!! I think hanging is my only option. I'm scared

I am in the same boat at least we suffer together

 

[Klophy]

Yeah, i get it, the more 'peaceful' options are too hard to get. Wish i had the courage to just go through with it.

 

[przeciwwymiotne]

I am in the same boat at least we suffer together

Do we tho?

 

[ewigeruhe]

Do we tho?

I certainly feel a connection to all of you in sharing my thoughts

 

[Sunny-Pia]

I'm long overdue, everyday is worse than the previous one. It's very hard to get an antiemetic!!!! I think hanging is my only option. I'm scared

I wish everyone on here could get their hands on N and never have to think of hanging or shooting or jumping off any heights. We have suffered all our lives. We deserve a death with dignity. Please try to get the N. Anti emetics are easily available in India.

I certainly feel a connection to all of you in sharing my thoughts

Me too!

 

[Hope:-)]

Do we tho?

I feel like we do, but then I have chatted with people here regularly so perhaps that's helped me have that feeling

I'm just waiting to have the gonads to order to supported housing x

 

[ConnectionLost]

It's so hard to leave, even when life is so painful. I am serious about leaving too, but i doubt I can do it, even with a peaceful method. What are you guys most afraid of? For me its surviving, pain and afterlife, I think.

 

[TheLastK]

In a strange way its nice to see everyone here. Obviously I would wish that everyone could be content with their lot in life but I know its not that easy. I have to do this before the end of the year myself.

It's so hard to leave, even when life is so painful. I am serious about leaving too, but i doubt I can do it, even with a peaceful method. What are you guys most afraid of? For me its surviving, pain and afterlife, I think.

I'm definitely afraid of pain, surviving is one thing but surviving with brain damage in some way completely terrifies me. Maybe this is selfish and childish, but I worry no one will care once I'm gone.