I don’t know anymore

[tulip0214]

I really want to end my life, there's too much going on in my head and I just want it all to stop, I've tried getting help but it's not helping.

I'm not sleeping, not really eating, and I can't remember the last time I properly felt happy. I just don't like my life and don't know how to change things, or even if I can, but there are people who would be affected if I wasn't around anymore, and I don't want to be selfish.

Self harm relieves things for a bit but people notice and I'm sick of the half-arsed sorry looks, I want something more permanent. I thought I wanted to get better but I don't know if I can I'm just so exhausted.

 

[Wisdom3_1-9]

I thought I wanted to get better but I don't know if I can I'm just so exhausted.

When you realize you can't get better, all you care about is ending things, and every day spent living is exhausting.

I'm sorry things are so rough. I'm sorry I don't have more uplifting words. All I can say is that I empathize fully with you.

 

[FuneralCry]

Living really can be painful, it can be a hopeless feeling to try and get better and yet nothing is helping. I understand how tiring it is, I wish you well.