I dont kill myself because my mother would be sad

[hell toupee]

1st off, my heart broke when you mentioned what happened to your wife, however, you are a kind, caring and strong soul and with all the folks here, which I call my family, you always have support and love here.

Thank you for thinking of me. We ALL are together and we ALL work at helping one another with love, smiles and the knowledge that there is a beautiful sunrise coming each and every day.

I, like so many others, have had a rough go of it to some degree, but it always has and always will make me smile and feel good when helping another person out, as I leave this planet with what I came with zero, dust.

You are a wonderfully caring spirit, and this site is so very much better with you here for a very long time to come.

Have a great Sunday and upcoming week filled with lovely sunny weather.

Walter

Thank you for the kind words, Walter.

I think you have touched on something that probably escapes the awareness of most people, and that is what you mentioned about we all being in this together. As I alluded to in my post, I do believe that we are all co-creators of reality - although we are certainly unaware of it. I believe that regardless of the distance or anonymity of the Internet, and on unconscious level we, or at least people can be, connected on a similar unconscious level.

I hope you have an equally wonderful rest of your week!

All the best

 

[AtLast]

You are such a precious soul. You are here because you love your mom, just that alone speaks volumes and your love for your mom transcends also to you, wonderful!

I never ever had a mom or dad, never knew what a family was, to this day the concept of family bewilders me, and you are again, wonderful!

When I read your posts, it REALLY struck me just how loving and caring you are, beautiful.

Lots of caring and loving thoughts to you and your mom.

Walter

Thank you for your compliments. I don't like to cause others any pain! I know what it's like and can't imagine being on that end of it. Not having a family must be hard. I'm sorry that's your situation. I couldn't imagine. At least you have a soul and recognize the good qualities in others, which speaks volumes about the person you are.

 

[aguilasinalas]

I think my parents are the best in the world. I'm sure she will be very sad—maybe she won't sleep for months and will spend the rest of her life questioning what she did wrong. That's why I will leave a message explaining everything, so she can read it whenever she needs to :)


I'm sure that after a couple of years, she will be able to live the rest of her life with inner peace.