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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
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I am feeling more depressed than ever. I feel weak and ill. I have to continue a little while longer because I still have a few earthly loose ends to tie up but I really want to be gone soon. So glad I got N because I need to sleep soon.

dream dreaming GIF
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I'm sorry you are going through this, I know that it is hard to carry on when you are suffering so much. This life really can be so horrible and I know that it can be dreadful when things just get worse. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Sep 29, 2021
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I am sorry to hear that. did anything change recently? any new problems in your life?
 
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hopelessgirl

Mage
Oct 12, 2021
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I am feeling more depressed than ever. I feel weak and ill. I have to continue a little while longer because I still have a few earthly loose ends to tie up but I really want to be gone soon. So glad I got N because I need to sleep soon.

dream dreaming GIF
Can I say congratulations on getting that N: I wasn't that lucky. Sorry this world made you feel this way, but at least you can have a peaceful exit now. Hang in there till then.
 
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Rational man

Rational man

Enlightened
Oct 19, 2021
1,482
I feel your pain. Im ill and pain.and.sickness has.taken over. In a strange way i feel relief that i can end it all at the time i choose. I dont wish to die.from my illnesse. Ive seen too many die.awfully.
 
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OldDrummer

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I feel your pain and hear you Brother.
 

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