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ornitier199

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Mar 26, 2022
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i know ctb comes with physical pain but this feels odd. like its moderate pain but also feeling like passing out. my eyes feel hot and heavy and it feels like something is in the tip of my right right eye but idk. unconscious comes first before death I suppose
i never got to finish FK ; let's face it it was never gonna anyway. i just hope for once this pain is worth it meaning it ends now. whatever im feeling im not backing out now.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds really awful what you have to endure. I hope that you find relief from your pain in whatever happens.
 
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MsMaudlin

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This is the fierce last stand of all I am
Dec 8, 2019
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That sounds really awful. I suffer from a lot of pain too.
It's one of the reasons I'm going to CTB.

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ornitier199

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Mar 26, 2022
413
My eye turned out since I had tears there i guess it got trapped the duct or what's it called. but i was able to mitigate sometime after i don't remember. its still very hot in here.
this will be a long road to the bus.
 
london3

london3

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May 5, 2022
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My eye turned out since I had tears there i guess it got trapped the duct or what's it called. but i was able to mitigate sometime after i don't remember. its still very hot in here.
this will be a long road to the bus.
really sorry for your pain
 

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