Sans
Protesting the conditions of an inhumane world
- Oct 2, 2019
- 360
Life is like a trip to the casino. Most people who go into a casino are just there to have a good time and spend a limited amount of money. Some unfortunate souls get sucked in and end up losing all their money and going home broke. And then there's the ever-so-rare lucky fucker who wins big and goes home a millionaire.
But instead of a slot machine or a roulette wheel, whether you win or lose is determined by your genes. You get one shot, and it all depends on who your parents are.
While it's true that genes aren't LITERALLY everything, I firmly believe that whether you are attractive or ugly will play a significant role in how you get treated during your lifetime.
I'm not just talking about relationships, though it definitely hurts when no one loves you for who you are. I'm talking about just about every aspect of life you can think of.
Take myself for existence. I'm disabled, autistic, and UGLY. I'm not posting any photos of myself, but my face and body are definitely less than stellar looking.
I was always bullied for my disabilities, ever since I started school. Looks didn't matter too much in the first years of school, but I'm going to say the "cutoff point" where I started to notice differences in how I was treated for my looks was about 12 to 13 years old. Before then, I had a few friends, but now people started avoiding me more.
In high school (about 14-17 years old) things were even worse, as people were spreading rumors about me, name calling, and just doing whatever they could to make my life difficult. I'm sure glad those days are over, but things haven't gotten any better.
I'm in college now. Thankfully, my peers are not mean-spirited at all, but it's now that I realize just how many opportunities were ripped away from me because of the DNA I was born with. The celebrities. The beauty/fashion models and YouTubers and whatnot. They're all so good looking, and they have so much fame - follower counts in the millions and just as rich as well. And me? Well, I can exercise and go on diets to keep myself in shape, but not being fat won't help make my face look better.
Why am I saying all this? Well, it's obvious that I'm undesirable and no one would want to have kids with me anyway (though, to be fair, I don't want to have children either). I'll never be able to be like those who are better than me, and I can't change the way I was born, so it's safe to say that I don't belong in the gene pool, and humanity would benefit if I removed myself from it. I'm tired of people pretending otherwise.
But instead of a slot machine or a roulette wheel, whether you win or lose is determined by your genes. You get one shot, and it all depends on who your parents are.
While it's true that genes aren't LITERALLY everything, I firmly believe that whether you are attractive or ugly will play a significant role in how you get treated during your lifetime.
I'm not just talking about relationships, though it definitely hurts when no one loves you for who you are. I'm talking about just about every aspect of life you can think of.
Take myself for existence. I'm disabled, autistic, and UGLY. I'm not posting any photos of myself, but my face and body are definitely less than stellar looking.
I was always bullied for my disabilities, ever since I started school. Looks didn't matter too much in the first years of school, but I'm going to say the "cutoff point" where I started to notice differences in how I was treated for my looks was about 12 to 13 years old. Before then, I had a few friends, but now people started avoiding me more.
In high school (about 14-17 years old) things were even worse, as people were spreading rumors about me, name calling, and just doing whatever they could to make my life difficult. I'm sure glad those days are over, but things haven't gotten any better.
I'm in college now. Thankfully, my peers are not mean-spirited at all, but it's now that I realize just how many opportunities were ripped away from me because of the DNA I was born with. The celebrities. The beauty/fashion models and YouTubers and whatnot. They're all so good looking, and they have so much fame - follower counts in the millions and just as rich as well. And me? Well, I can exercise and go on diets to keep myself in shape, but not being fat won't help make my face look better.
Why am I saying all this? Well, it's obvious that I'm undesirable and no one would want to have kids with me anyway (though, to be fair, I don't want to have children either). I'll never be able to be like those who are better than me, and I can't change the way I was born, so it's safe to say that I don't belong in the gene pool, and humanity would benefit if I removed myself from it. I'm tired of people pretending otherwise.
