Venting I don't believe I'll ever be sick enough

[attheendofthenight_]

I hate feeling like this. My friend just told me they took a bunch of pills and all I think about is how much I wish I had the balls to do it. My life isn't hard enough, my thoughts aren't bad enough, my mental health isn't low enough. I feel like I'll never actually be sick enough. Like nothing is really wrong with me, I'm just doing this all for attention. She's okay, if anybody is wondering.

 

[Aflame5926]

just for the record each a every single person as different tresholds.
Never compare yourself to others (easier said then done i know)

do you think that ppl that CTB are getting a lot of attention?

 

[yearned]

nobody kills themselves for <<attention>>. some people act out in suicidal ways irl (to the point of traumatizing those around them) but for attention? i doubt this is reflective of anyones true experience. i feel that anybody who thinks they are doing it for attention needs to be more compassionate towards themselves, as difficult it may prove. i think saying people are doing it for attention is generally disrespectul and ableist. it disregards how everyone needs <<attention>> to survive. human beings are social creatures, we need each other. maybe people do it to seek empathy or sympathy, not attention?