I did something stupid and now I am kinda freaking out

[Water-Lily]

Out of desperation to get something off my chest I said what I said in group chat and now its too late to delete it. ugh the shame and guilt of what I posted and knowing ill be judged for it is killing me. I feel like killing myself I can take this shit.....

 

[sadbunny]

What did you say?

 

[watchingthewheels]

Linus Van Pelt: "Well, I can understand how you feel. You worked hard, studying for the spelling bee, and I suppose you feel you let everyone down, and you made a fool of yourself and everything. But did you notice something, Charlie Brown?"

Charlie Brown: "What's that?"

Linus Van Pelt: "The world didn't come to an end."

-from A BOY NAMED CHARLIE BROWN

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[AnnonyBox]

Someone once told me 'everyone is the protagonist in their own life, they're only thinking of their own story.' Don't sweat it, however embarasssing it may have been, 95% of people won't remember it in a week.

 

[Water-Lily]

Someone once told me 'everyone is the protagonist in their own life, they're only thinking of their own story.' Don't sweat it, however embarasssing it may have been, 95% of people won't remember it in a week.

you dont understand. what I wrote was somethign personal and shameful

 

[reticen]

Someone once told me 'everyone is the protagonist in their own life, they're only thinking of their own story.' Don't sweat it, however embarasssing it may have been, 95% of people won't remember it in a week.

We'd all be pretty stupid if we couldn't remember 95% of information processed in a week.
Truth is that people like to gossip and talk behind people's backs. They will use any small thing against you.
So let's not cheer ourselves up with nonsense and learn to face and defend yourself from the shitty world.

 

[Water-Lily]

We'd all be pretty stupid if we couldn't remember 95% of information processed in a week.
Truth is that people like to gossip and talk behind people's backs. They will use any small thing against you.
So let's not cheer ourselves up with nonsense and learn to face and defend yourself from the shitty world.

yeah I agree with this. point being my life is ruined now on this site

 

[reticen]

yeah I agree with this. point being my life is ruined now on this site

Unlike life you have the option to restart everything here with a new account.

 

[Water-Lily]

Unlike life you have the option to restart everything here with a new account.

I wish it were so easy. this is my second account already. I guess I need to face that I can function in this world and that CTB is th only option for me

 

[reticen]

I wish it were so easy. this is my second account already. I guess I need to face that I can function in this world and that CTB is th only option for me

I want to say something at least a bit optimistic but look where we are.

 

[Water-Lily]

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I want to say something at least a bit optimistic but look where we are.

ts fine. im allergic to optimism. I seriously dont get why I havent died yet. I know it would be for the better. I just....have to eliminate my SI!

 

[ZardozOmega]

I'm sorry, but I am extremely curious

 

[Pen>Sword]

you dont understand. what I wrote was somethign personal and shameful

Everyone here has shared something personal and shameful. I already wrote something I'm ashamed of. I still cringe to this day. My account is less than 2 months old. Those sentences will be buried someday. No one has the energy to dig that, or go to the rabbit hole and obssess what I wrote down on something trivial.

As long as those "personal" things you wrote are not identifiable such as your name, date of birth, home address, etc. Then there's nothing to be scared of.

 

[wait.what]

We'd all be pretty stupid if we couldn't remember 95% of information processed in a week.
Truth is that people like to gossip and talk behind people's backs. They will use any small thing against you.
So let's not cheer ourselves up with nonsense and learn to face and defend yourself from the shitty world.

We'd also be pretty stupid if we cluttered our brains up by retaining every embarrassing personal anecdote shared by a total stranger on the internet. We're presumably all here because we have problems so overwhelming we'd rather die than deal with them anymore. That usually doesn't leave a lot of mental or emotional energy for focusing on other people's issues.

Not promising there's no one on here who's a dick. I'm just saying that internet acquaintances are usually less invested in worrying about your flaws and imperfections than you are.

 

[Apathy79]

Apart from which, anything said in chat disappears in about 2 minutes. So maybe 10 people on a site of 1000s saw it. I wouldn't sweat it.

 

[Mentalmick]

I struggle to remember what I said seconds after typing it. And care even less. Growing up in Scotland you get insulted to such a degree that you become completely immune to it. Being called a manky bastard is a term of endearment.