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MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
Death and destiny
Am I meant to die?
Am I meant to live?
I need to restart my life
Not here, somewhere else
Above it all, where there are palm trees and bright skies
Chop my head already, do that
I want to live
Somewhere over the clouds,
Where I can see a rainbow
Will anyone assist my black heart?
Im cold and im shivering
Im a bad animal
So please just kill, kill me
So you empower me
So I get what I deserve,
I will finally feel it all,
And Not just my hurting soul

Feel free to comment..with ā¤
 
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TAW122

TAW122

Emissary of the right to die.
Aug 30, 2018
7,657
Excellent poem and thanks for sharing! :heart::hug:
 
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Fragile

Fragile

Broken
Jul 7, 2019
1,496
I love it, this really speaks to me.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,561
Death and destiny
Am I meant to die?
Am I meant to live?
I need to restart my life
Not here, somewhere else
Above it all, where there are palm trees and bright skies
Chop my head already, do that
I want to live
Somewhere over the cloud
Where I can see a rainbow
Will anyone assist my black heart
Im cold and im shivering
Im a bad animal
So please just kill, kill me
So you empower me
So I get what I deserve, I will finally feel,
Not just my hurting soul

Feel free to comment..with ā¤
:heart: :heart: :heart:
 
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Living_Hurts_so_Much

Specialist
Jul 30, 2020
332
Death and destiny
Am I meant to die?
Am I meant to live?
I need to restart my life
Not here, somewhere else
Above it all, where there are palm trees and bright skies
Chop my head already, do that
I want to live
Somewhere over the clouds,
Where I can see a rainbow
Will anyone assist my black heart?
Im cold and im shivering
Im a bad animal
So please just kill, kill me
So you empower me
So I get what I deserve,
I will finally feel it all,
And Not just my hurting soul

Feel free to comment..with ā¤
I felt that deeply. Beautiful. ā¤ļø
 
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Deleted member 17949

Visionary
May 9, 2020
2,238
Too big brain for me but nice words, thanks for sharing
 
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MeriDeath

MeriDeath

Im on the edge of reality
May 10, 2020
213
Thanks so much everyone. It really means the world to me.
 
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