I really want CTB, but the empathy I have for my family keeps me from leaving. And I know that by letting suffering consume me, it will drive away empathy. Suffering will make my existence unbearable for myself, making it possible for me to go, without making me care who stays. I'm going to keep living this shitty life, and I know that at some point I won't take it anymore, and I wait for it.
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Wilting Daisy
Loves Me, Loves Me Not
- Aug 15, 2022
- 70
Have you ever felt as though you're in limbo? Waiting for the clouds to lift a bit so you can have a chance at thriving and wanting it to get so bad that you just get it over with?
Rational man
Enlightened
- Oct 19, 2021
- 1,482
LIFE and existence can be painful. Everyone here is in pain. Pain like life is impermanence. At some stage peace will arrive for everyone.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,572
I do think that after all, there is only so much suffering that we can put up with before we become desperate to leave. I know that it's so awful being trapped in a painful existence, none of us should have to suffer like this. I wish you relief.Similar threads
