I decided not to ctb, I am going to tough life out

[Busticket]

I wanted to ctb because I am not able to find a gf.
But screw it.
I decided my life is more important than any girl who ignored/rejected/ghosted me or any guy who laughed at me for not being able to find a gf while they can.
So I am going to tough it out no matter what happens.
No matter the regrets, and lonelyeness I will endure.
Let me be single until I am 100 I don't care.
I am going to enjoy the little things in life:
A good cup of tea.
Listening to music.
Listening to audiobooks.

Besides, I am going to die one day anyways.

I want to thank all of you.
This is an amazing and supportive community and I wish you all the best.

 

[Symbiote]

Enjoy the little things in life, take care of yourself, and find your own way in life, not following any others.

 

[noname223]

I wish you all the best! :) I am glad you have a meaning in life

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

That is some great news!!! It's so awesome!! I'm really glad you're choosing to try!!! Good luck, friend!!! I hope that life will surprise you in a good way!!!

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

Hope you find success in what you wish.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best. I hope life works out for you.

 

[NothingElseMatters]

I'm having a hard time trying to find a gf too, but unfortunately that's not my main problem that will get me to suicide, so I have no other option. Anyway, good luck, you will be missed.

 

[Superdeterminist]

However you feel, there is validity in it. You're dreaming about a gf but can't seem to make it a reality? That sucks, and I totally get wanting to ctb over that, I know that feeling. On the other side of things, there's an attitude like your post here. Maybe you don't care about it really, maybe it doesn't matter at all, and a gf isn't going to solve anything...Your own mind might torment you by shifting continuously from one perspective to the other. My feeling is: your past self wasn't wrong, but neither is your present self. They both have something important to say. Really, you're just a hapless witness to all this chaos.

 

[noname223]

Have you rethought your decision to leave this forum?
Nice to have you here :)