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FarAcrossTheWater

FarAcrossTheWater

Experienced
Sep 4, 2020
273
I can't wait for my peaceful, painless, and swift end. I sometimes tie a cord around my neck and I feel a lot better knowing I can end all this suffering on my own term. There is only one answer.
 
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Lost Magic

Lost Magic

Illuminated
May 5, 2020
3,245
I can't wait for my peaceful, painless, and swift end. I sometimes tie a cord around my neck and I feel a lot better knowing I can end all this suffering on my own term. There is only one answer.
I just want to fall asleep and never wake up.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,616
I can relate, ctb is inevitable for me. I will be preventing decades of suffering by doing it. Thinking of my death is the one thing that comforts me. My death is the one thing I have control over in this life. It is the only thing that makes sense for me, life is just tedious and disappointing. There is no limit as to how much we can suffer. Existence is not for me, I just want nothingness. I want to be at peace and never experience anything again.
 
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back_to_oblivion

back_to_oblivion

Expired
Aug 30, 2021
339
To stop existing has been a wish of mine for some time now, suicide is simply the means towards that end. I look forward to the day it all ends as well, to forget about everything as if it never even happened and everything is swept away by death.
 
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Journeytoletgo

Broken and hated 7-14 years long overdue
May 14, 2018
1,608
Same all bad memories and emotions wiped forever
 
NoLightRemains

NoLightRemains

I found my light again. Namu Amida Butsu
Sep 26, 2021
374
I also crave the grave. It feels like a far away dream somedays, but somedays it feels like I could actually CTB and finally be free.
 

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