I could try partial suspension rn but im a pussy

[Canttakeitanymore]

How long am i going to postpone this shit? Its fucking pathetic i should have killed myself years ago, i literally could just do it right now robin williams style or something, fuck this is ridiculous

 

[Natty]

You are fighting hundreds of thousand, possibly millions of years of mammalian evolution that is telling you to live and survive.

Not killing yourself is never a failure or a sign of weakness. Lots of us here know how hard it is to exist day to day with emotional turmoil that has led you here, if anything, sticking it out makes you stronger.

I know you probably wanted someone to push and prod you along, so I'm sorry if my response disappoints.

 

[Hennessy]

How long am i going to postpone this shit? Its fucking pathetic i should have killed myself years ago, i literally could just do it right now robin williams style or something, fuck this is ridiculous

I feel the same.

 

[BeansOfRequirement]

I always think of myself as having some kind of strength since I haven't killed myself despite being weak af and having failed at everything. The only small amount of strength I have left gets routed to the SI, JFL.

 

[Trisolaris]

I hear ya.

 

[Bigpink]

I hate the way I'm stuck between not wanting to live and it being so hard to exit