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Venting i could right now, yet i havent, why?

user933957

user933957

I hate it all, just let me die
Jun 24, 2023
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i could just grab the gun and do it right now, yet im not. why? is it my subconscious self not wanting to die? or am i just so lazy to go and stand up, get it, or am i afraid of getting caught taking it? its not like this is my only chance in life to do it, i could always do it another day. im alone, gunshots are common in this area. maybe the meds are working a bit.
 
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