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undecidedfool

I'm just here.
Oct 29, 2024
13
A big thing holding me back from CTBing was that I needed a clean(ish) room before I went. It's finally clean(er)! I didn't take out the trash or do laundry because it's the middle of the night, but everything is sorted for whoever has to go through it. I feel weirdly elated.
I'm free to go now. I can buy my gun tomorrow, go to a hotel, and finally ctb.
Fuck this feels amazing
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
44,467
I understand why you'd feel relief at that, I wish you the best.
 
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JustHere1

JustHere1

In a way, in a shape, in a form.
Dec 21, 2024
148
It's so hard to get the energy for Last Tasks sometimes, it was overwhelming handling all of mine. Congrats on settling and best of luck on your journey!!
 
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SVEN

SVEN

I Wish I'd Been a Jester Too.
Apr 3, 2023
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Yay for you. Well done.
 
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