i can't wait to pull the fucking trigger.

[kashmerektty]

the thought of staying alive on this planet another year genuinely makes me sick to my fucking stomach. i hate this world. we're all born without our consent & expected to work our ENTIRE lives away ??? WTF IS THIS EXISTENCE? i loathe existing & i don't think anything will ever change my disdain for this place, EVER! sure i have my copes, everyone does. but the moment i get my hands on a gun i'll die with O hesitation. i won't be a slave to this world ever again & i'll finally get the peace im desperately craving. i've been binging & purging food lately as well. I'm so far gone mentally & i hate that i'm trapped in this body.

 

[Darkover]

i also hate this place, it's a evil world, we was given consciousness only for us to spend our time slaving away it's a diabolical world, just brought alive to live out our miseries here

 

[DivineSpark]

If I would have gun right now, I would do it today, straight into heart.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand, I also hate this futile and torturous existence, all I wish for is the peace of an eternal dreamless sleep where all is finally gone and forgotten and I cannot suffer in any way, I'd never wish for any of this no matter what, I hope you find peace.

 

[xXSufferingXx]

it always reminds me of this analogy...
someone drags you to a party.
it turns out to be a shit party and everything sucks there, and all you want to do is go to the exit door.
but it's locked or barricated with all sorts of shit over it

 

[lovestained]

it always reminds me of this analogy...
someone drags you to a party.
it turns out to be a shit party and everything sucks there, and all you want to do is go to the exit door.
but it's locked or barricated with all sorts of shit over it

and everyone makes you feel Shitty for wanting to leave

 

[xXSufferingXx]

and everyone makes you feel Shitty for wanting to leave

yes! lol

 

[badatparties]

It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society-Jiddu Krishnamurti.

I would also add a profoundly sick world. I think somethings wrong with people who ain't depressed tbh.

 

[tbh2023]

It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society-Jiddu Krishnamurti.

I would also add a profoundly sick world. I think somethings wrong with people who ain't depressed tbh.

I can't agree more. How can you be ok with this type of society?? People are just plain evil and if this is not stressing them out, something is really wrong with them. I want to shoot myself but the only thing stopping me is my family. It's going to kill them alive as if I'm passing my pain to them..

 

[bankai]

It would be nice to go watermelon shooting. Or shoot some cans. Bottles. Anything. In the country I live in, guns are but a figment of imagination. I cannot get my hands on one.

 

[badatparties]

I can't agree more. How can you be ok with this type of society?? People are just plain evil and if this is not stressing them out, something is really wrong with them. I want to shoot myself but the only thing stopping me is my family. It's going to kill them alive as if I'm passing my pain to them..

I'm sorry your in pain man. If i could i would with a snap of my fingers stop all the suffering in the world, but alas i can't.

Yeah family is a big motivator for a lot of people not to do it, but imo it's selfish of them to want you to keep suffering so they can feel good.

 

[tbh2023]

I'm sorry your in pain man. If i could i would with a snap of my fingers stop all the suffering in the world, but alas i can't.

Yeah family is a big motivator for a lot of people not to do it, but imo it's selfish of them to want you to keep suffering so they can feel good.

Thank you so much & I agree. My parents are old I don't think they understand depression. Regardless I'm leaving this year once I decide about the method..my best friend died by suicide and since then I feel so guilty staying behind. One way or another I got to go soon