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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
If I do, I'll commit suicide. when I see bad thoughts coming through my head, I play some music or think about something else. If you knew me, you would say "indeed, this guy is screwed"
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I guess I'm trying to do something like that too.
I just try to be busy all the time because when I have time to think, I really get depressed and suicidal.
 
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littleloup

littleloup

しょうがない
May 28, 2021
39
I can relate. I try to distract myself with technology and social media because I become incredibly overwhelmed with thoughts and I feel as though I'd leave impulsively rather than sticking to my prepared plan.
 
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_Kaira_

_Kaira_

This Isn't Fine
Oct 2, 2020
825
I'm tired of thinking as well. I prefer the quiet numbness, to the deafening thoughts of suicide and torment. I sleep to turn the thoughts off.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,669
Yeah, I feel trapped by my own thoughts a lot of the time. Our thoughts can really torture us. I constantly need to distract myself as I naturally overthink.
 

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