I can't stop drinking alcohol

[Pw81]

My CBT should be in three weeks with N. I'm overweight and I drink everyday. It could fail my CBT? Im very worry about it

 

[Darkover]

i can't stop taking drugs like weed and coke if i wasn't addicted to them i could of saved up enought money to buy N by now, i must spend like 700£ per month on drugs leaves me with very little to live off, i just hope i get to leave this terrible world and terrible lives behind for all time

 

[Nevsky69]

My CBT should be in three weeks with N. I'm overweight and I drink everyday. It could fail my CBT? Im very worry about it

Drinking a little alcohol after the N enhances its effects. But too much alcohol beforehand can trigger vomiting. It would be wise not to drink any alcohol for many hours before. Anyway, although I'm no one to judge, maybe it's not the best circumstance for ctb, alcohol clouds the understanding and can lead to making mistakes. In any case a hug and good luck with what you decide.

i can't stop taking drugs like weed and coke if i wasn't addicted to them i could of saved up enought money to buy N by now, i must spend like 700£ per month on drugs leaves me with very little to live off, i just hope i get to leave this terrible world and terrible lives behind for all time

My life partner was addicted to alcohol, I know very well what you say. I think it's a way to kill yourself slowly. Great artists, painters, musicians..., people with an extraordinary sensibility have been addicted or have ctb. Don't be embarrassed, we each have a situation and circumstances. You're not guilty of anything. I doubt whether to use the fast way or the slow way. Try to think about your future without the influence of drugs. I know it costs a lot. Hug.