I can't stand my family anymore who wants to force me to live and don't like me talking about wanting to die.

[disabledlife]

I can't stand my family anymore who wants to force me to live and don't like me talking about wanting to die! I hate France, this prison,who let bad parents to give wrong birth like autistic, genetic disorder, short, ugly...

I am forced to see a psychiatrist, to take anxiolytics, like Atarax. While I want to die! Why keep me alive if people hate me. I'm sick of being clumsy, dropping a plate. Dispraxia of shit! Afterwards I slapped myself and hit my head a lot because I'm sick of not being born healthy, tall, without physical or mental problems, without wasted and stolen life!

Should I disappear? Leave this family without leaving a trace? Leave France?

 

[Snake of Eden]

All the world is shit. Wherever you go there you are. Save yourself the trouble

 

[alwaysdopesick]

I can't stand my family anymore who wants to force me to live and don't like me talking about wanting to die! I hate France, this prison,who let bad parents to give wrong birth like autistic, genetic disorder, short, ugly...

I am forced to see a psychiatrist, to take anxiolytics, like Atarax. While I want to die! Why keep me alive if people hate me. I'm sick of being clumsy, dropping a plate. Dispraxia of shit! Afterwards I slapped myself and hit my head a lot because I'm sick of not being born healthy, tall, without physical or mental problems, without wasted and stolen life!

Should I disappear? Leave this family without leaving a trace? Leave France?

Talk to your psychiatrist first, that Atarax is what is making you feel like shit, you deserve a better anxiolytic to be able to function in life.

 

[FuneralCry]

Nobody should be forced to live. We have the right to exit this world at a time of our choosing, it is our life, our decision and nobody else has any say in it. I'm sorry you have to deal with people like that. Life really is horrible. No matter what happens, I wish you the best.

 

[TheHatedOne]

Humans are sadists who will keep those who suffer caged against their will because humans are selfish. It shouldn't be that way, we didn't consent to this shit so we should have the right to exit. Just like someone said above, the world is shit everywhere you go, I live in a country much, much worse than yours.

All I know is that since I cut contact with my abusive "parents" who got aggressive when I told them my beliefs I feel much more okay in this regard, I'm glad I had this weight taken off my shoulders.

 

[disabledlife]

My family accuses me of pushing others to die, I am even accused of tempting you to kill them, when I desperately ask for help to die! That I must be treated, that I am crazy! When I slapped myself and banged against the walls to avenge myself on my body and my birth, my family again accused me of spoiling their happiness, when I did nothing to them. I took it out on myself, not on others!