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miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
Yesterday i was in the street and some friends saw me and come near me,they asked me if i wanted to be whit them i didnt want but I still said yes,i was and the hour i was whit them listening music and something in my head say go home all time,it was a very bad experience i still dont know why i say yes,i hate going out on summer because i see people and right now i dont wanna see no one i hate people nad hate to talk whit others

Hugs for all of you guys and girls love yall :heart:
 
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Sinai Silence

Sinai Silence

I think I'ma die alone inside my room
Jul 6, 2020
810
I feel the same I absolutely hate trying to socialise. Everytime I see someone I know it feels so hard to act normal when I just wanna die from my anxiety.

It feels like I can physically feel myself distancing from them and knowing who they are less and less every passing minute.

I went to the bar I used to work at yesterday before I was made redundant. Just to see everyone who was still there. As soon as I walked in I felt like a ghost and knew no one cared that I was there. I won't make that mistake again.

It made it worse having to move back to my hometown. I can't walk anywhere without seeing someone I used to go to school or work with. I will try my absolute best to avoid the person.

Sending hugs your way too :hug:
 
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miguel6565

miguel6565

Arcanist
Apr 5, 2020
421
I feel the same I absolutely hate trying to socialise. Everytime I see someone I know it feels so hard to act normal when I just wanna die from my anxiety.

It feels like I can physically feel myself distancing from them and knowing who they are less and less every passing minute.

I went to the bar I used to work at yesterday before I was made redundant. Just to see everyone who was still there. As soon as I walked in I felt like a ghost and knew no one cared that I was there. I won't make that mistake again.

It made it worse having to move back to my hometown. I can't walk anywhere without seeing someone I used to go to school or work with. I will try my absolute best to avoid the person.

Sending hugs your way too :hug:
I feel this way every time,i just go out at 1am so no one can see me,i send hugs and wish you can avoid feeling this way:hug:
 
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Alucard

Alucard

Wizard
Feb 8, 2019
606
I don't want to socialize with Pro-Life.
 
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