Venting I can't sleep because the fear of hallucinate.

[PlushieLover]

Hey guys, my hallucinations are back. I think that I just broke last night. My mind feels like have been shattered, I didn't sleep last night. I try it but the "shadow people" are there. I know that they are not real, but they are scary as hell. I want to die :D

 

[WornOutLife]

I'm so sorry to hear this, dear.
I bet it's really scary.

There was a time in which I had lots of nightmares and I was scared of hallucinating with finding the stuff I saw in my dreams, here, in the real world.

Hope you can feel better soon!

Hugs and love,

Matt

 

[FuneralCry]

That sounds really hard to have to deal with. Our minds really can torture us. I have nightmares but nothing like that. I hope you get relief from it.

 

[lobster salad]

Hey guys, my hallucinations are back. I think that I just broke last night. My mind feels like have been shattered, I didn't sleep last night. I try it but the "shadow people" are there. I know that they are not real, but they are scary as hell. I want to die :D

I also see shadow people at night, precisely very early morning... they walk in my room and sometimes say stuff and paralyse me.. scarier than hell. Maybe you are taking alcohol? alcohol makes it worse for me

 

[fizi22]

I also see shadow people at night, precisely very early morning... they walk in my room and sometimes say stuff and paralyse me.. scarier than hell. Maybe you are taking alcohol? alcohol makes it worse for me

wow, what do the shadow people say?

 

[lobster salad]

wow, what do the shadow people say?

"It's all in your head!!!!!!", "who is paying for the damages you caused?" , "kill yourself before you kill others"

 

[lostmylove]

I don't have this fortunately but I do have nightmares most night and as a result I'm terrified to sleep :/

 

[its-about-time]

"It's all in your head!!!!!!", "who is paying for the damages you caused?" , "kill yourself before you kill others"

I used to have voices talking about me to other voices saying things like that I'm just pretending to hear voices for attention. Extraordinarily confusing.

Hey guys, my hallucinations are back. I think that I just broke last night. My mind feels like have been shattered, I didn't sleep last night. I try it but the "shadow people" are there. I know that they are not real, but they are scary as hell. I want to die :D

When I'm scared of that at night I leave all the lights on and the tv on :) light doesn't always prevent seeing them but at least it makes it so I know I'll see them instead of being scared they'll be there and I won't know…

 

[PlushieLover]

I also see shadow people at night, precisely very early morning... they walk in my room and sometimes say stuff and paralyse me.. scarier than hell. Maybe you are taking alcohol? alcohol makes it worse for me

I didn't drink alcohol at all at the time. Fortunately, the hallucinations are almost gone I just sometimes have nightmares, nothing to worry about.

 

[rationaltake]

I didn't drink alcohol at all at the time. Fortunately, the hallucinations are almost gone I just sometimes have nightmares, nothing to worry about.

Glad it seems better.

 

[Forever Sleep]

Hey guys, my hallucinations are back. I think that I just broke last night. My mind feels like have been shattered, I didn't sleep last night. I try it but the "shadow people" are there. I know that they are not real, but they are scary as hell. I want to die :D

I wondered if any one else experienced this- I don't know if mine is the same. It doesn't sound as frightening/persistent as yours- I'm so sorry- your experience sounds terrifying.

I do have this weird thing though- when I wake up that my mind will turn I guess shapes in the room into things and for a few terrifying moments- I do seem to see things. They've been all sorts- figures, fierce dogs, a hole in the wall with water gushing out. Just really weird but usually scary stuff. It's happening more as I get older. Is yours similar to that?

It does feel like I'm awake with my eyes open when I see stuff but it is literally when I've just woken up. Guess it's that cross- over between dreaming and awake but yeah, it's scary and yours sounds even worse

 

[PlushieLover]

I wondered if any one else experienced this- I don't know if mine is the same. It doesn't sound as frightening/persistent as yours- I'm so sorry- your experience sounds terrifying.

I do have this weird thing though- when I wake up that my mind will turn I guess shapes in the room into things and for a few terrifying moments- I do seem to see things. They've been all sorts- figures, fierce dogs, a hole in the wall with water gushing out. Just really weird but usually scary stuff. It's happening more as I get older. Is yours similar to that?

It does feel like I'm awake with my eyes open when I see stuff but it is literally when I've just woken up. Guess it's that cross- over between dreaming and awake but yeah, it's scary and yours sounds even worse

Maybe is sleep paralysis?

 

[lobster salad]

yesterday I heard someone walking around my room but whenever I open my eyes to see them I stop hearing it, at one point I could feel them reaching for my left hand but I opened my hand and saw nothing and felt nothing after... nobody at home talked about these I don't think they encountered so am I possessed? or haunted..

 

[outrider567]

I don't have this fortunately but I do have nightmares most night and as a result I'm terrified to sleep :/

Yeah me too--But last night I dreamt my late girlfriend was still here, I ran to her and hugged her, not letting go, wailing that something was going to happen, and then I woke up---Most of my nightmares consist of being back in school, being at my old work jobs, getting arrested for some crime that I didn't do, car being stolen etc