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cantwaittodie

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Sep 9, 2024
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I don't think I will be able to recover from this I can't get out of bed or go to work because I'm depressed and I feel empty I hate myself I should fukcing burn
 
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May 6, 2024
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Did you take sick days off from work? What's been going on to make you feel like this?
 
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cantwaittodie

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Sep 9, 2024
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Did you take sick days off from work? What's been going on to make you feel like this?
I just stopped going to work. Because I have depression it's been a week. And I don't know how can I face them. I have done this multiple times. I'm 25 . They know about my condition and they kind of understand
 
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feelinggloomy

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That is hard…. To be so depressed you can't make it to work. I'm sorry.
 
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cantwaittodie

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Sep 9, 2024
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That is hard…. To be so depressed you can't make it to work. I'm sorry.
Thank you. I think I'm cooked for. I didn't eat much too. I don't leave my room no sunlight for a week now. I need help but I can't call anyone
 
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Warlock
May 6, 2024
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I am struggling with anxiety and going back to work due to depression also. I have a two-year gap on my resume thanks to my depression and it's made it that much harder. Makes me want to ctb sooner but I am much older than you, almost 50. I hope your depression gets a little better and you can start to get out of the house a little.
 
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cantwaittodie

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Sep 9, 2024
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I am struggling with anxiety and going back to work due to depression also. I have a two-year gap on my resume thanks to my depression and it's made it that much harder. Makes me want to ctb sooner but I am much older than you, almost 50. I hope your depression gets a little better and you can start to get out of the house a little.
Thank you. I hope it gets better for you too. Me too but I fukcing lost hope I can't. Btw does it get better? When you get older
 
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Warlock
May 6, 2024
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Thank you. I hope it gets better for you too. Me too but I fukcing lost hope I can't. Btw does it get better? When you get older
I can tell you Ive struggled with depression most of my life. I've been in really bad suicidal places, but i also recovered for awhile. but this time it's not looking so good. but that's me and i would say that for you, you never know and it's worth trying to figure it out.
 
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cantwaittodie

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Sep 9, 2024
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I can tell you Ive struggled with depression most of my life. I've been in really bad suicidal places, but i also recovered for awhile. but this time it's not looking so good. but that's me and i would say that for you, you never know and it's worth trying to figure it out.
Another problem is that I might lose my job and soon be homeless wow I really need support
I'm really fucked
 
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May 6, 2024
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Another problem is that I might lose my job and soon be homeless wow I really need support
I'm really fucked
i hope you can reset for a little while and maybe still go back to your job? is that something you thing you can manage in the short term? i know it can be really hard.
 
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cantwaittodie

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Sep 9, 2024
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i hope you can reset for a little while and maybe still go back to your job? is that something you thing you can manage in the short term? i know it can be really hard.
I don't think I can If I don't go I will be jobless in a week from now but it's hard
 
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May 6, 2024
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I don't think I can If I don't go I will be jobless in a week from now but it's hard
I can empathize, i interviewed for a job today which i didn't get but for a few days i was fighting off even the urge to just not go to the interview. but at least i made it so there's that. sometime's when the wheels stop rolling, it can be hard to get them moving at all. i hope you can recuperate at least right now.
 
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