i can't handle with that anymore

[Akerblad]

i got my first job as a goalie in a discotheque, it was a hard job but is that we have to suffer when you can't get a college career cause the superior education it's fucking expensive, god fucking damn how i fucking hate the capitalist system that rules this fucking country, but after the first day despite i get the job and i will start to get money, i feeled really anxious and depressed and i only left the job, i waste an opportunity to leave the neet path and i fucked up my only job opportunity cause i'm a mental ill, it was a perfect opportunity, it was only the weekend and pay a good money but i can't do it, even trying so hard i can't.

and the riots, the fucking riots are making my mental health even worse, the protesters treath us with burn our house if we don't shut down an alarm system that we don't fucking know who is triggering, and even trying to talk with they was useless, they think that we are advising the police, fucking animals, i'm tired of that, they delegitimizes the sense of the protests and only want to fight with police, i don't support the police, the are the cause of the riots but they can't loose the sense of the protests like this.

 

[Versailles]

I feel identified, deep down I hate capitalism for not being an exactly fair system for vulnerable people such as the mentally ill, but at the same time I hate movements against capitalism such as socialism, for being a useless system that destroyed my country and I force myself to emigrate.

There is a lot of social disagreement, a lot of public disorder, I'm afraid you have to learn to cope with that, and I know it's difficult

 

[Midgardsorm]

Hey. It seems you have been going through a lot lately.

I understand the struggle with the job. Don't be too hard you yourself, alright?

Finding a job is the first challenge, stay in the job is the second.

In 2016 I found a job, only to be fired two months later because I was slacking a lot. I was still adapting to the new lifestyle and that had an impact on my actions.

It's difficult, but don't give up. If you still have the strength and will, you're on the battle.
It only ends when it ends and you will know when is that, you will feel it. You will also, decide when it is.

I hope everything works out.
Wish you the best.

 

[Akerblad]

I feel identified, deep down I hate capitalism for not being an exactly fair system for vulnerable people such as the mentally ill, but at the same time I hate movements against capitalism such as socialism, for being a useless system that destroyed my country and I force myself to emigrate.

There is a lot of social disagreement, a lot of public disorder, I'm afraid you have to learn to cope with that, and I know it's difficult

where are you from?

 

[Versailles]

where are you from?

I'm Venezuelam but I'm living in Colombia

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry to hear you are suffering, it sounds like you are going through a lot. I understand what it is like when you cannot handle it, I have always been the type of person who has struggled with pressure, its why I would struggle with many jobs. I wish you well.

 

[Alwaysbadtime]

Holyshit...the riots sound fucking stressful and miserable. Why are they rioting?

 

[9BBN]

Capitalism isn't fair because it's easier to make money if you have money. If we have to have it as a system, which might actually be the case, we need safeguards for people without the same access and capabilities.

That whole alarm system fiasco sounds horrible, sorry. All the unrest is very painful right now, and honestly you have to be a very empathetic person to recognize and understand it. It's ironic how the most caring people have to be the most tortured by injustice. I hope you get better, and I hope things get easier when the economy picks up again.