i can't do this anymore

[drained999]

I can't do this anymore
I have no one around me
I can't go home because it is too toxic environment to be in
I have no friends
I have experienced horrible bullying in my childhood
Physical and emotional abuse from both of my parents
Mom calls constantly because of guilt, and to see if i'm still alive
Dad I have no contact with.
I'm only 23, but from the day I was born until now I've just experienced terrible things
I hate being here
Fuck it
I'm going to end this misery today

 

[Zzzzz]

I'm sorry. I hope you find peace.

 

[haibiantou]

I can't do this anymore
I have no one around me
I can't go home because it is too toxic environment to be in
I have no friends
I have experienced horrible bullying in my childhood
Physical and emotional abuse from both of my parents
Mom calls constantly because of guilt, and to see if i'm still alive
Dad I have no contact with.
I'm only 23, but from the day I was born until now I've just experienced terrible things
I hate being here
Fuck it
I'm going to end this misery today

I'm 23 as well even though it is considered a young age it is still a lot of years to suffer, i'm sorry to hear of your sad story.
Do you want to share more about your plan to end this misery today?

 

[grungeCat]

I'm sorry you're in pain. I wish you good luck and painless exit.

 

[FuneralCry]

Life is so cruel and unfair. I see it as a curse to be born. I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. I understand it is hard to carry on when you cannot take anymore. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

 

[Jenjoh2358]

Godspeed, man.

 

[blueclover_.]

Life is so cruel and unfair. I see it as a curse to be born. I'm sorry that things are so hopeless. I understand it is hard to carry on when you cannot take anymore. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.

Life is the ultimate cause of suffering. If we don't feel pain we wouldn't give a fuck if the whole world ends.

 

[TheHatedOne]

You're not alone in this, I went through most of the things you mentioned too. Life is just suffering.

 

[russoquan]

I can't do this anymore
I have no one around me
I can't go home because it is too toxic environment to be in
I have no friends
I have experienced horrible bullying in my childhood
Physical and emotional abuse from both of my parents
Mom calls constantly because of guilt, and to see if i'm still alive
Dad I have no contact with.
I'm only 23, but from the day I was born until now I've just experienced terrible things
I hate being here
Fuck it
I'm going to end this misery today

I wish you could find a way to overcome all these and just enjoy life for a bit