I can’t do this anymore

[Redrum]

I feel so numb. Nothing could convince me that life has meaning. Every day has felt the same for a while now. All I do is work 11hr shifts and have depressive episodes. There's nothing I want more than an eternal slumber.

 

[Versailles]

I understand, a monotonous lifestyle can become unbearable, it is overwhelming to have to fit into society in a forced way, we can only think about the possibilities we have to change the rhythm a little, maybe it helps

 

[A_miStake_of_NATURE]

I'm sorry you feel this way. Life is hard and can be extremely tedious…. I don't know how most of people do that, live this life despite being miserable. They have hobbies and other distractions. But you're probably right. Life has no meaning…..

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand. This life can be incredibly tiring. To me life is just very pointless, us humans do the same activities on a loop for decades on an end. All we are doing is waiting around for death anyway. There is no greater meaning to it all, life is mostly just suffering from my point of view. I would also love to fall into an eternal sleep, I would love to no longer exist and be free from it all.

 

[Worndown]

Maybe working less than 11 hours a shift is step #1. We need down time to rest and recharge. With luck we can have a little enjoyment thrown in too. Let us know how you are.

 

[Makko]

I also work 11 hour days and it's not enough. It leaves too much idle time. But it's not possible to work every waking moment. Somehow the gap between sleep and preoccupation has to be closed so that the in-between no longer exists

 

[suisuiforum]

Yeah it's wild to think about how we're supposed to basically work for our entire lives, and only when we're no longer physically and mentally capable of doing so are we encouraged to retire and slowly crawl to the bus stop.