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i can’t do it anymore

1br4h1m

1br4h1m

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May 15, 2026
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i just realized how much my friends don't like me and i really feel like im close to ending it. they're the only good part of my life and im realizing how fake it is. im so close. i feel like i just need 100% certainty that thats how they feel about me.
when we first started hanging out they genuinely liked me but as we started to hangout more they saw how insecure and awkward i really was and now they just keep me around because they feel bad.
i notice how they treat me versus their other real friends. it's night and day. around me they're completely different.
i don't know what to do
 
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nyangnyangcrys

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Jul 31, 2026
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so sorry you are going through this. it might be true that the friendships have changed, or it might be that depression and anxiety are filling in the blanks with the worst possible explanation. either way, i don't think anyone can know for certain how other people feel without them actually saying it, and our minds usually aren't very reliable judges when we're hurting this much.
 
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shun75x

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Dec 4, 2023
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From what I can tell, you're very young. I know what you're feeling right now can be very overwhelming, but I can assure you that friendships come and go. Don't cling so tightly to anyone or anything. Life has so much more to offer you if you set your mind to it. Don't make hasty, irreversible decisions without trying other options first.
 
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1br4h1m said:
i just realized how much my friends don't like me and i really feel like im close to ending it. they're the only good part of my life and im realizing how fake it is. im so close. i feel like i just need 100% certainty that thats how they feel about me.
when we first started hanging out they genuinely liked me but as we started to hangout more they saw how insecure and awkward i really was and now they just keep me around because they feel bad.
i notice how they treat me versus their other real friends. it's night and day. around me they're completely different.
i don't know what to do
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That sound horrible It's so hard to make friends when you are struggling mentally
 
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