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fisbp

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Apr 28, 2022
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I don't have depression nor ADHD(I was tested), yet I can't do anything.

I can't study anything.

I can't get myself to get out of the bed.

I can't motivate myself to do anything.

I tried changing my habits but it did not work.

Discipline does nothing.

I am now considering hanging myself.

If I cannot fix my problems, it's best to leave this world.

I tried my best for years but I kept failing.

I will make a decision by this week.
 
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freedompass

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Jan 27, 2021
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That's kinda bizarre because most of the time people who are demotivated to that degree have depression I think. Maybe it's 'learned helplessness': if you feel like you failed at everything in the past you might now feel paralysed to do anything at all. Sounds like whatever is ailing you may have a psychological root. If you want to give recovery a shot, take baby steps factoring in a small amount of activity and accomplishing small tasks each day, such as idk brushing your teeth, taking a shower, cooking something, going for a walk. Gradually build up to doing more. How about online therapy if you can afford it? I wish you the best.
 
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Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds so unbearable what you are going through and I know that it is so tiring to try your best and to fail. We are all human after all and there is only so much that we can cope with. I'm sorry that you are suffering so much and I know that it can be awful when things seem so hopeless. I hope you find relief from your pain in whatever you decide to do, I wish you the best.
 

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