I know logically that I have nothing left to live for,yet I can't decide if I should end it,do others feel this way?
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Time to fly
TTFN - time to fly now
- Nov 3, 2020
- 255
Sometimes I can feel that way if someone makes me promise to help them with something, but mostly it's about counting down days till ctb
OminousVaL
VaL
- Jul 31, 2020
- 162
I believe it is the toughest decision you could make so I understand the uncertainty.
HelloHell
Arcanist
- Dec 26, 2019
- 443
I feel more like i know i'm gonna end it but the difficult question is when
Sherri
Archangel
- Sep 28, 2020
- 13,791
For me I feel like I have no other choice but to end it.
yes! actually i don't feel a strong urge to ctb but i feel like there's no other way because my life is already fucked and it'll become only worse. I don't want any furter suffering, but i don't want to die either. pretty shitty situation, i think i understand you. before joining ss i thought I'm the only one
Huntfish34
Enlightened
- Mar 13, 2020
- 1,619
Know what you mean sadly,. I really don't want to but I feel that I must.. And possibly do the world a favor in the process. Who knows. =\A way to think about it: imagine if you found out you had a terminal illness and were about to drop dead from it. How would you feel? Ready to go with the decision made for you by nature or not?
darksideofthebright
Check in on your happy friend
- Nov 10, 2020
- 251
I totally feel you.
Over the past month, I have had all sorts of emotions, from feeling determined, calm, content and ready to feeling exhausted, freaked out, hesitant and sorry. I try to stay as rational as I possible can but regardless of how I feel, one thought always stand out is: "A part of me wants to live, a bigger part of me refuses to have to go through another day feeling all of these emotions".
Choosing to end your life can be a process. Just think about it but be sure to prioritise yourself and your feelings; because at the end of the day, it is your life and you deserve to make your own decision. I hope you can come to whatever decision that is of your best interests.
Kinda. I would do it now, the only thing stopping me is the fear of pain.. which is normal I guess lol. I don't care about leaving anything behindI'm still procrastinating on it pretty much every minute of everyday it's driving me crazy,I often wish the decision could be taken from me!Similar threads
