Venting I can’t continue

[goodbye_._]

I'm in a psych ward. It's awful and I can't take living this life anymore. I was ready to leave a while ago and now I'm just stuck here but I have a plan. I have outings by myself so I think I could go on my outing find some place high and jump. Even if it takes me an hour to reach there I can do it. I can't wait until discharge because that might be a long way away. I need to do it soon. I can't take this life anymore. It hurts too much. I wish everyone knew how much it hurt. They can't keep me alive, it's just not fair.

 

[FuneralCry]

I'm sorry you are stuck in that situation, I certainly get that it's dreadful and torturous being trapped in an existence you wish to be free from, people should just be able to die in peace when they wish to. Anyway, I hope that you find peace eventually, best wishes.