I canceled my N order after panicking and now I regret it

[mischievousone]

I've got a source (it's pretty unregulated where I live - there was a new law passed this year making things harder, but there are still some unregulated providers). I bought it online and everything, and the purchase is protected, so if for whatever reason it didn't arrive or something else arrived instead, my money would be protected and all.

However, two days later, I panicked and sent them a message asking them not to send it and to reimburse me.

Now I'm regretting doing that. I thought it'd be a good idea to keep it around just in case the time comes (I was planning to do it as soon as it arrived, but my SI kicked in and I panicked).

I'm not sure what to do... I'm worried that if I tell them, "Never mind, I'd like to proceed," or order it again, it might raise some red flags...

What do you guys think I should do?

 

[tomame]

can you share with me the site you bought it?

 

[valar_morghulis21]

I've got a source (it's pretty unregulated where I live - there was a new law passed this year making things harder, but there are still some unregulated providers). I bought it online and everything, and the purchase is protected, so if for whatever reason it didn't arrive or something else arrived instead, my money would be protected and all.

However, two days later, I panicked and sent them a message asking them not to send it and to reimburse me.

Now I'm regretting doing that. I thought it'd be a good idea to keep it around just in case the time comes (I was planning to do it as soon as it arrived, but my SI kicked in and I panicked).

I'm not sure what to do... I'm worried that if I tell them, "Never mind, I'd like to proceed," or order it again, it might raise some red flags...

What do you guys think I should do?

Message them again. This is too precious opportunity to pass, at least for me. Just make sure the source is legit and cops not gonna show up at your front door instead of the parcel

 

[LastNite]

Message them again. This is too precious opportunity to pass, at least for me. Just make sure the source is legit and cops not gonna show up at your front door instead of the parcel

They didn't confirm that they got reimbursed yet. I wouldn't be too quick to assume it's legit. A legit source would give you your money back if you no longer want it to be delivered. I've tried this before to confirm if a few people that I knew were legitimate online. Also, they mentioned that where they live it's unregulated. It doesn't mean that the site can simply allow shipping internationally. If Fentanyl was legal in Canada, it won't be legal for them to ship it into the U.S where it's illegal. That's why traveling is required to get N where it's not regulated as much as it is in the U.S and other EU countries.

 

[PeaceSeeker83]

I would take this as a sign you are not yet ready to go.

 

[mischievousone]

can you share with me the site you bought it?

They don't ship internationally plus you need a local ID to make the purchase.

 

[babyneo1]

Injectable or oral intake?

Which country?

 

[mischievousone]

They didn't confirm that they got reimbursed yet. I wouldn't be too quick to assume it's legit. A legit source would give you your money back if you no longer want it to be delivered. I've tried this before to confirm if a few people that I knew were legitimate online. Also, they mentioned that where they live it's unregulated. It doesn't mean that the site can simply allow shipping internationally. If Fentanyl was legal in Canada, it won't be legal for them to ship it into the U.S where it's illegal. That's why traveling is required to get N where it's not regulated as much as it is in the U.S and other EU countries.

It's a secure platform, so it's essentially impossible for someone to scam you there, given the buyer's protection and all. They are legit. The thing is, before the new law was introduced this year, anyone could distribute and sell N and other "highly regulated" medications, including anesthesia, without requiring any ledger or verification anywhere. Some distributors have transitioned to the new system this year, while others haven't, like this one.

I would take this as a sign you are not yet ready to go.

That's true. Once I knew I'd get what I wanted, maybe things started looking green again. I'm worried that it might become impossible to come by in the future, and then I'd have to resort to other, more painful or risky methods, though.

 

[hevnsfall]

I hightly doubt it is legit. To order it online without proof you are a veterinary clinic or a livestock farm or something. At least in my countri i can order Pentobarbital if i can prove i am a veterinary or a farm owner.

 

[mischievousone]

I hightly doubt it is legit. To order it online without proof you are a veterinary clinic or a livestock farm or something. At least in my countri i can order Pentobarbital if i can prove i am a veterinary or a farm owner.

They're legit. They're a properly registered and licensed business, with all the required documentation and government registrations up to date. It's a veterinary supplier.

Injectable or oral intake?

Which country?

It's injectable, but I'd ingest it. It's in South America.

 

[DeathSweetDeath]

If I were you, I'd give it some time. If after a few weeks or months you're sure that this is what you want, I'd order it again.

 

[LastNite]

It's a secure platform, so it's essentially impossible for someone to scam you there, given the buyer's protection and all. They are legit. The thing is, before the new law was introduced this year, anyone could distribute and sell N and other "highly regulated" medications, including anesthesia, without requiring any ledger or verification anywhere. Some distributors have transitioned to the new system this year, while others haven't, like this one.

That's true. Once I knew I'd get what I wanted, maybe things started looking green again. I'm worried that it might become impossible to come by in the future, and then I'd have to resort to other, more painful or risky methods, though.

How expensive was it? in dollars per gram, I've came across N a while ago, but it was going for $100 for a gram with a min requirement order of 10gs.

 

[mischievousone]

How expensive was it? in dollars per gram, I've came across N a while ago, but it was going for $100 for a gram with a min requirement order of 10gs.

Not that expensive. It's a 50ml bottle with ~19.5g for US$184.80.