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carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
I couldn't do it... I couldn't do it and now I have to live another 14/2.... it all sucks.
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
I can relate, it's still 14/2 for me and it feels like as perfect a day to die as any, but dying still will never come easily. It's so painful still being stuck here. I wish you the best in future endeavors, I hope you meet with the success you want sooner rather than later. So long as we eventually get that, perhaps we can forgive ourselves more for the painful journey and steps it takes to get to eventual success.
 
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carried away by a moonlight shadow
Aug 25, 2021
552
I can relate, it's still 14/2 for me and it feels like as perfect a day to die as any, but dying still will never come easily. It's so painful still being stuck here. I wish you the best in future endeavors, I hope you meet with the success you want sooner rather than later. So long as we eventually get that, perhaps we can forgive ourselves more for the painful journey and steps it takes to get to eventual success.
thanks, you are a good person... yes, I wish it were easier to forgive our weaknesses
 
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TotallyIsolated

Mage
Nov 25, 2019
590
Shit I've been there. I'm so sorry, and I know its such a bullshit platitude and you're probably sick of hearing it but you're not weak. You're strong for having lived through all this shit.

This day sucks, but at least its cold and raining. Screw all those happy couples.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,622
Of course you are not weak, suicide really is so difficult. If it was easier to leave I would already be gone. I'm sorry you are suffering so much, I know that it can be dreadful being trapped in a miserable existence. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Crazy4u

Enlightened
Sep 29, 2021
1,318
you are not weak. You are very strong to stay alive and continue the fight. I am glad you are still here with us.
 
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