Venting I am very annoyed

[one.way.out]

I had a spot where I was hiding a ladder and rope in the woods and when I went there today they were gone. I'm pissed. I always have the option of partial but I'd definitely prefer full suspension because I can't reverse my decision. I really wanted to kill myself in the next couple months, so it sucks that the option has been taken away. Maybe I'll set a date and buy them again, closer to the date, and hide it better. Fucks sake. Not fucking cool.

 

[Lost Magic]

I had a spot where I was hiding a ladder and rope in the woods and when I went there today they were gone. I'm pissed. I always have the option of partial but I'd definitely prefer full suspension because I can't reverse my decision. I really wanted to kill myself in the next couple months, so it sucks that the option has been taken away. Maybe I'll set a date and buy them again, closer to the date, and hide it better. Fucks sake. Not fucking cool.

Wow, your method was similar to mine. I have changed my plans for SN. I wonder who on earth would steal a ladder and rope. Maybe a rope ladder would be best. Then it is light enough to take with you without having to leave it there?