i am trying to recover

[zurukunai]

i know suicidal ideation will come back but hopefully i will remember how it felt to come out of it

thank you ss for helping me not be so alone

 

[ctwc]

Second this with you as we embark on a recovery!

I'll stick around here regardless. It's fun how there's a lot of life here despite the name.

 

[throwawayyy]

i know suicidal ideation will come back but hopefully i will remember how it felt to come out of it

thank you ss for helping me not be so alone

Same here. Forums and members from here have helped keep me accountable, so def grateful

 

[jodes2]

Well done Hun! That's how you do it. Keep trying to fix things, one thing at a time. Never give up asking for help. Practice what you learn in therapy! Very well done

 

[whywere]

All of you that have a post here, is the main reason that I am here also. I consider SS as my family and everyone on SS as a good friend.

The love and kindness that has been shown to me here is without question the highlight of the goodness in humanity.

I feel is if I have over 28,000 brothers and sisters here and it makes each and every day so much more bearable.

Thank you to everyone here and lots of love and beautiful weather for all.

Walter

 

[Deo volente]

Same. I have been on an upswing recently but this has happened before. I always fall back down.

It has been in the negatives here the past few days. It's funny because most people hate the bitter Winter cold. It makes them sad. For some reason I have always liked it. Today has been the first day it's 'warm' again. Funnily enough, when I saw the sun shining and opened my windows and felt the cool breeze that felt like Spring, all my loneliness came flooding back. Seeing the afternoon sun filtering into my room fills me with such melancholy. It's strange.

Thanks for this post. It's nice to know other people know what it's like. Even if its not exactly the same.

 

[unHumam]

sending love and support

 

[zurukunai]

thank you all for your support

i was right that ideation would return

your responses to this post from many months ago have helped ground me

 

[an_alias]

thank you all for your support

i was right that ideation would return

your responses to this post from many months ago have helped ground me

that's nice :) I hope that you can find some peace here - we share practically every experience