I am literally suffering everyday...terminal cancer and brain injury that causes extreme pain and it's only going to get worse the longer I wait. I can't make myself CTB though. I am scared of failing. It's a horrible situation to be in that I never saw coming in this life. The smart thing to do is for me to end my suffering and CTB I just can't do it though.
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FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 48,635
It is not cowardly feeling as if you are unable to ctb as we are programmed to survive. I am also scared of failing. We deserve an option of euthanasia, a peaceful exit on our own terms. I'm sorry you are suffering, life is so cruel and unfair. I hope you find the peace you are looking for.
Snake of Eden
āYe shall be as gods..š šā
- Jun 22, 2021
- 2,472
I am really sorry you are going through so much pain everyday. Sadly nothing any of us can say will help you to end your life. It is a personal battle that everyone has to take it for themselves.
forgotten15
Specialist
- Aug 24, 2021
- 332
I am so sorry for your suffering. You are definitely not a wimp. Ctb-ing is a hard thing to do and it implies not only overcoming SI, but also a lot of emotional torment. Even though i have nothing to live for and my existence is just hurting and emptiness i am so afraid of ending my life. All i ask for is to somehow gather my courage to do it. I hope this moment will come as soon as possible. I hope your pain gets eased.This is cruel! This just really hurts my heart
. I am so sorry for your suffering. The pain sounds unbearably excruciating. Is there a way for you to get a painless method? This is so cruel.
mentalhealthfighter
Lets win together
- Jun 15, 2021
- 362
I'm really sorry for your pain and suffering. Dont blame yourself, its a very hard thing to overcome SI. I hope you find peace.Similar threads
