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Wanting2go

Wanting2go

Member
May 9, 2020
21
I am so ugly, so alone, wanting to be loved yet unable to because of how I was born
No one wants me and no one will ever want me
I am afraid to carry on living so I have no alternative

Be careful for your own happy lives I beg of you
 
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Arrow

Arrow

Rewrite
May 1, 2020
783
i also suffer from terminal, inoperable ugliness. it spread to 100.0% of my body immediately after i was born.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
6,726
Be careful for your own happy lives I beg of you

I'm sorry to hear you're suffering so deeply and send compassion.

But may I ask, what do you mean by the last sentence? I may have misunderstood, but there are few if any with happy lives here. It's a suicide forum, we're all here seeking support and empathy like you, albeit for a variety of reasons.
 
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TheGoodGuy

TheGoodGuy

Illuminated
Aug 27, 2018
3,069
I am so ugly, so alone, wanting to be loved yet unable to because of how I was born
No one wants me and no one will ever want me
I am afraid to carry on living so I have no alternative

Be careful for your own happy lives I beg of you
i also suffer from terminal, inoperable ugliness. it spread to 100.0% of my body immediately after i was born.
Check Incels.is you will get more support from there.
 
Wanting2go

Wanting2go

Member
May 9, 2020
21
i also suffer from terminal, inoperable ugliness. it spread to 100.0% of my body immediately after i was born.
I am sorry
I'm sorry to hear you're suffering so deeply and send compassion.

But may I ask, what do you mean by the last sentence? I may have misunderstood, but there are few if any with happy lives here. It's a suicide forum, we're all here seeking support and empathy like you, albeit for a variety of reasons.
I have the worst life ever so by comparison everyone has a better life than me
@TheGoodGuy
What happened to my post?
 
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AcornUnderground

Mage
Feb 28, 2020
505
I am so sorry. There are many ways to have a bad life, unfortunately. My disease took my looks and I can't even stand to be in public anymore, and I am not anywhere close to deformed. I am sorry you are dealing with this.
 
Myforevercharlie

Myforevercharlie

Global Mod
Feb 13, 2020
3,451
I'm sorry to hear you're suffering so deeply and send compassion.

But may I ask, what do you mean by the last sentence? I may have misunderstood, but there are few if any with happy lives here. It's a suicide forum, we're all here seeking support and empathy like you, albeit for a variety of reasons.

Pro Choice forum. There are actually a few here who don't want to die.
 
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GoodPersonEffed

GoodPersonEffed

Brevity is my middle name, but my name was TL
Jan 11, 2020
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Living sucks

Forced out of life before I wanted to leave
Mar 27, 2020
3,143
I was never amazing looking but I was happy with who I was.. my health was taken from me in an instant and that has caused me to be ugly and disfigured and so many other things. Honestly my health is the worst of it and honestly I would trade being ugly and deformed but have my health back. I want to live, even ugly, if I could. I'm dying, ugly, deformed, can't eat normal food, in physical pain everyday, bedridden. I'm not comparing struggles with you, i know individual pain can't be compared but if you have some health, it's something. This may sound silly but try to find an organization for the blind, maybe volunteer there? A dating site for disabled? A blind person can only see your heart.
 
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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
I've seen ugly people having beautiful girlfriends, my ex for example, I'm personally a good looking man and she is right now with an ugly man.
 
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