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Irrumi

Irrumi

efilist
Oct 26, 2021
34
I can feel the chronic pain killing me. It's like every day of my life it's destroying my brain. My head, my eyes, my jaw, it hurts all the time.

Nothing helps me. No one understands what I'm going through. I can't complain to anyone because it's been going on for three years.
Everyone thinks I should get used to it. How?
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
524
I'm sorry you're in so much pain every day. It's hard for others who haven't experienced it to understand, I know I wouldn't even understand fully. I have a bad back but most days it's not debilitating. Feel free to vent here at least. Best wishes whatever you do, I wish things could get better for you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds really awful what you are going through, I'm sorry that you have to deal with all this suffering. It can be horrible being trapped in this human body as it is capable of torturing us. This life is just so cruel and unfair. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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VikingHagstrom

VikingHagstrom

Member
Sep 8, 2021
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What is you condition if I may ask ?
 
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Irrumi

Irrumi

efilist
Oct 26, 2021
34
What is you condition if I may ask ?
There is no diagnosis. Just chronic pain.
I'm sorry you're in so much pain every day. It's hard for others who haven't experienced it to understand, I know I wouldn't even understand fully. I have a bad back but most days it's not debilitating. Feel free to vent here at least. Best wishes whatever you do, I wish things could get better for you.
That sounds really awful what you are going through, I'm sorry that you have to deal with all this suffering. It can be horrible being trapped in this human body as it is capable of torturing us. This life is just so cruel and unfair. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
Thank you
 

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