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I am so god damn weak

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noname223

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Aug 18, 2020
7,064
I am so useless in this world. Since my illness nothing worked anymore. I am a wreck. There will be only one solution for my problems. At least it will be a permanent one. Fuck the world. I don't want to go into details i am too paranoid for that. My fututre prospects are horrible. I should have ctb when I was way younger. If we weigh things up my first psychosis destroyed a lot. But to be more honest i was manic since i am 15.
I am quite sure it will end in a rational suicide. My other options are so horrible. I will be terribly desperate. Fuck my life!
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
I feel you, pal.
Our bipolar disorder sucks!
 
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blue_muse

blue_muse

Mage
Jan 31, 2021
553
So useless that you've come on here to offload instead of making a rash decision, I beg to differ.
 
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Odwin

Odwin

Bucket of Chicken
Mar 31, 2021
558
I always wonder if bipolar has any kind of use.
I mean ADHD was pretty useful in the past if you were a hunter. You had an inhumane ability to notice little things.
 
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