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crippled with grief
Nov 8, 2021
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when this site was down before and i was unable to access it it made me realise how much this place stops my anxiety from spiralling. it might not make my life good again and it might not be able to make me want to live again. but it helps me with the mental torment. it helps me get to my ctb date in a calmer manner and prevents me from doing something rash. i'm so grateful for this website and for all of you that make it happen. and to think some people want SS banned when it helps so many of us. i love you all <3
 
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HeckingHecked

HeckingHecked

Student
Nov 9, 2021
182
I honestly thought the site was down for good, and I was super upset. I'm glad it's still here.
 
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Deadweight

Deadweight

It's spilling out of me
Nov 10, 2021
79
They have a twitter account you can follow. Also the recovery discord server. I'm on there.
 
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Fadeawaaaay

Fadeawaaaay

Visionary
Nov 12, 2021
2,156
when this site was down before and i was unable to access it it made me realise how much this place stops my anxiety from spiralling. it might not make my life good again and it might not be able to make me want to live again. but it helps me with the mental torment. it helps me get to my ctb date in a calmer manner and prevents me from doing something rash. i'm so grateful for this website and for all of you that make it happen. and to think some people want SS banned when it helps so many of us. i love you all <3
Me too. That was scary.
 
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ghost_

ghost_

Boo!
Nov 10, 2021
111
I honestly thought the site was down for good, and I was super upset. I'm glad it's still here.
I thought it was gone for good too, I haven't been on here long but I have grown quickly to rely on this site. even If im not posting. just knowing others are here on the other side of the screen with me makes it bearable sometimes .
 
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Bone

Bone

Sad Sack
Jul 29, 2021
168
Same here. It'd be hard to explain why it's comforting to a normal person but I'm glad people like y'all get it. It is difficult if the site goes down. I hope this community never goes away. Its existence picks up where society fails in many ways.
 
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LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
When was this Site down? Anyone???
 
LONE WOLF.

LONE WOLF.

PUNISHER.
Nov 4, 2020
1,990
Follow their Twitter. It was down for maintenance for a bit, then wait down again unannounced
I don't go anywhere near fakebook or twatter! down for maintenance then took a breakdown! Ok, Thanks @PeacefulTonic :-)
 
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WatermelonMel

WatermelonMel

Melon Master
Aug 19, 2019
408
It's what scares me about webhosting, how your provider can drop you at any time for whatever reason. Luckily SS had a backup(s)

Edit: I did not know there was maintenance recently, this reply is referring to what happened a while ago when the pro lifers got the previous domain shut down
 
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ClownMe

ClownMe

Don't Cry for Me, I'm Already Dead
Apr 7, 2021
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Yeah, i dont think i could live without this forum. It does more good than harm, despite what people say.
 
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Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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It is a dreadful feeling when something you rely on is suddenly gone. For me it is one of the most painful parts about life, the uncertainty of everything and how things can be taken away. It is true that this website helps people, after all it is good to have somewhere where we can talk openly about ctb without having to hear toxic positivity and platitudes.
 
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Insomniac

Insomniac

𝔄 𝔲 𝔱 𝔦 𝔰 𝔪
May 21, 2021
1,356
when this site was down before and i was unable to access it it made me realise how much this place stops my anxiety from spiralling. it might not make my life good again and it might not be able to make me want to live again. but it helps me with the mental torment. it helps me get to my ctb date in a calmer manner and prevents me from doing something rash. i'm so grateful for this website and for all of you that make it happen. and to think some people want SS banned when it helps so many of us. i love you all <3
honestly thought. I too felt a bit disoriented when it was down. It made me feel alone in my suicidality.
 

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