riel439
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- Mar 20, 2026
- 7
Earlier, I practiced the ligature strangulation method and man, I almost did it. I can't believe it because this method is sooo hard to accomplish. I tightened the shoelace in my neck as fast as I can and after 3 seconds, I felt lightheaded and I felt like my body was about to fall. Since, It's not in my plan to CTB tonight (I plan to CTB tomorrow), I decided to loosen the shoelace in my neck.
After that, I tried tying the shoelace in my neck again just to see if I can do it again. Unfortunately, I did not feel like I'm gonna pass out after another attempt because I didn't make the shoelace tight enough just like earlier because I felt scared. So, I decided that tomorrow, I'm gonna drink alcohol to make myself more impulsive so that I can make the shoelace tight as possible in my neck and really die.
After that, I tried tying the shoelace in my neck again just to see if I can do it again. Unfortunately, I did not feel like I'm gonna pass out after another attempt because I didn't make the shoelace tight enough just like earlier because I felt scared. So, I decided that tomorrow, I'm gonna drink alcohol to make myself more impulsive so that I can make the shoelace tight as possible in my neck and really die.
