Hugs

[Serio]

I want hugs I just want to feel like I matter without hurting or burdening people I want to not matter at the same time so I don't burden people if I don't matter then the people I care about won't worry about me so then I won't feel guilty or feel bad for ruining everything for them and ruining everything Bc that's all I do is destroy everything and hurt everyone I don't do it on purpose I'm just such an emotional wreck and idiot I can't understand anything I don't understand anything or people caring why do people care I don't understand and it hurts and I hate everyone not actually though

 

[Marktheghost]

Well I just gave you a virtual one. Where do I go to give you a real one?

 

[FuneralCry]

It sounds like you are suffering a lot and I'm sorry that you are going through this. Living can be very painful as our thoughts can torture us. I wish you the best.