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Last chance

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Feb 6, 2021
346
If you were to CTB at home with no preparation,no waiting for N or SN,no time gathering materials how would you do it?

I need out of this life and I need to so it asap so I dont have time to wait,organise or arrange.
 
Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
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No one's really suppose to tell you. You're suppose to read the resource thread/general research and decide what's best for you based on your situation. You can ask specific questions though.
 
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Last chance

Specialist
Feb 6, 2021
346
Ive read the resources and studied different methods pretty intensely. Im just asking for opinions on the methods others would choose in that situation.
 
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Endeavour

Mage
Dec 13, 2020
566
It's better to plan. If I had to go in a hurry I'd probably buy some portable BBQs from local shop and hope they worked. But less planning = more risk, so I wouldn't do that.
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,028
Ive read the resources and studied different methods pretty intensely. Im just asking for opinions on the methods others would choose in that situation.
I am curious what people would do in general. I think it's interesting what one might come with. Mostly because I use to have a problem where I'd see ways to die everywhere I looked so I have an idea the crazy things one might think of.

"you only have the items in your home. How do you do it" type thing lol.
 
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WornOutLife

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Mar 22, 2020
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Well, I can tell you my experience:
I can't get SN, N, a gun or whatever so, when I tried to ctb last year I just took like 100 pills I had (lorazepam, aripiprazol, sertraline and risperidone) and then tried to hang myself with two neckties.

Of course, it didn't work. Unless I'm a ghost lol.
 
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Last chance

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Feb 6, 2021
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I am curious what people would do in general. I think it's interesting what one might come with. Mostly because I use to have a problem where I'd see ways to die everywhere I looked so I have an idea the crazy things one might think of.

"you only have the items in your home. How do you do it" type thing lol.
I have that problem,I feel magnetically drawn to railway bridges and other such things that could lead to my death. Its got to the point where the only thing to quieten my mind when I am trying to sleep is to think about ways I could CTB.
 
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Endeavour

Mage
Dec 13, 2020
566
I am curious what people would do in general. I think it's interesting what one might come with. Mostly because I use to have a problem where I'd see ways to die everywhere I looked so I have an idea the crazy things one might think of.

"you only have the items in your home. How do you do it" type thing lol.
Well in one of the books was the woman in a psych ward. She used a pair of tights and a spoon to torniquet herself. Sounds horrible.
 
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Life_and_Death

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Jul 1, 2020
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Well in one of the books was the woman in a psych ward. She used a pair of tights and a spoon to torniquet herself. Sounds horrible.
Can I ask where the spoon came in at?
 
wanttodie

wanttodie

Enlightened
Apr 19, 2018
1,823
I'd probably hanging. myself
 
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LifeQuitter2018

LifeQuitter2018

Wanderer
Aug 12, 2018
414
I would look into night-night or partial.
 

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