Resource How to hang yourself

[ZoloftSüchtig]

I have this pull up bar and I had quite an easy time getting to that passing out feeling while on my knees but the problem is that I was like maybe 3 steps away from the door(the pull up bar is at the entrance of the room where the door is) so the noose was quite low meaning what if I move after passing out and somehow move back meaning it would put pressure off my neck. I am afraid that would hinder my attempt. I have tried kneeling right under the pull up bar but for whatever reason its harder to get to that passing out feeling and feels more uncomfortable. I suck at english, idk if I explained it well

 

[scatterbrained]

So, I was trying to hang myself with an electrical cord. The noose was above where the Adam's apple would be if I were male (I think) and my legs were splayed out like the third person's in the drawing.

My vision started darkening until it was almost black, but then it just completely restored as if nothing happened.

What am I doing wrong? Do I need more pressure? I'm pretty sure that spot is my 'sweet spot' as it's the only one where I can consistently get my vision to darken, but do I need to put the noose somewhere else on my neck?