How to get over the dissappearance of a friend...

[TheHatedOne]

My friend probably did CTB since i didn't recieve any sign for days... how to get over it? on a side I'm really glad that they don't have to deal with this awful, cold, cruel and harsh world we live in that fucked them up really hard, but on the other side... it's painful. I'm trying to deal with it as silentious as possible, it's the first time I'm dealing with something like this and I don't know what to think. A lot of thoughts and feeling run through me yet I dont know. Everyone leaves at one point whether it;s voluntary or involuntary abandonment and im sick of this. i dont know, i dont even have tears to cry more, im stone cold. im doomed, i really need to go.

 

[FuneralCry]

Maybe take comfort from the fact that they are free of suffering and they are at peace. That is what I would do. I do understand that it is painful and it of course it is hard to get over it, especially if it was someone close to you. I'm sorry you are going through this, life is very depressing and there is no escape from pain. It is inevitable in this life that people will leave, which is why I prefer not to get close to others in the first place. I wish you the best.

 

[TheHatedOne]

part of me wants me to go after them... it's all so scary and ... i don't know... i just... dom't know anymore...

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

My friend probably did CTB since i didn't recieve any sign for days... how to get over it? on a side I'm really glad that they don't have to deal with this awful, cold, cruel and harsh world we live in that fucked them up really hard, but on the other side... it's painful. I'm trying to deal with it as silentious as possible, it's the first time I'm dealing with something like this and I don't know what to think. A lot of thoughts and feeling run through me yet I dont know. Everyone leaves at one point whether it;s voluntary or involuntary abandonment and im sick of this. i dont know, i dont even have tears to cry more, im stone cold. im doomed, i really need to go.

I don't know how someone would get over it. How long have you known each other?

 

[TheHatedOne]

I don't know how someone would get over it. How long have you known each other?

I'd say... one two months or so??? I'm not sure, but I still realized they were above kind and had a heart of gold only from the things they wrote so far...

 

[Feeding Pigeons]

I'd say... one two months or so??? I'm not sure, but I still realized they were above kind and had a heart of gold only from the things they wrote so far...

I see. I'm sorry.