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N is enough, don't risk getting caught, especially if you have more than 10 grams of pentobarbital.
Do you think they'd deliver to South Africa? Do you know If they are reliable? Could I possibly PM you to ask for a link or two?
Caught for what, possessing N or for trying to get Dilantin?
I understand that, but the thought of being in an extended coma scares me for many reasons and I'd like to prevent it. That's what Dilantin is for, to prevent the small chance of an extended coma during the use of N (if I'm not mistaken)
Benzos are potentiators too, but you have to go cold turkey for a while to increase the chance of getting respiratory depression after N. Personally, I would stop taking Benzos for at least 2 months before CTB.
Good to know! I will do that. Being off benzodiazepines for 2 months will be torture but I'll do it. Do you think I should cut out the weed and drink less alcohol too?
You definitely should stop drinking, weed doesnt have an impact on N from what I recall
I would personally stay away from everything that affects my GABA receptors to induce respiratory depression easier. N is enough. If you take Benzos before N you may loose concentration and fail it. After N, you may not have the time to get them. In any case, they are not a necessary supplement.
That's so difficult for me but I will have to just do it (staying off everything that affects GABA). Thanks for your help.
These are written more or less in Peaceful Pill Handbook. Just make sure CTB is what you want, based on your philosophical beliefs about life quality and meaningful existence. I wish I could talk more openly about methods, as governments are trying to make such discussions illegal. As if ending up injured or paralysed from uninformed suicide is a better outcome than death.
Yeah I did see something like that in the PPEH. Oh yes, it is absolutely what I want. I have strongly considered CTB for over 10years, and since 2020 I've been 100% sure of my choice to leave. That's two years of waking up every single day and consistently thinking "All I want to do is die". But I only acquired my means this year. Took lots of saving and a loan.
