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bunny
Apr 20, 2025
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i need the best method to die

i have been suffering from chronical depression for 20 years and i need the best method to die.
How can i order SN ? please if u are gonna answer me don't be positive just help me cuz i tried 10 times and people on my country didnt approve assisted death

just help me.
 
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StaticCryBabye

Sorrowful Pixel
Apr 9, 2023
206
Unfortunately, there isn't really a "best method" that an average person can easily access. Every available method has its own tricky and complicated way of doing it—I'm sorry to break it to you.

Now, regarding ordering SN, availability and how easily you can obtain it usually depend on the country. 1st world countries are usually strict with distributing SN, while 3rd world countries usually don't really care. The way I found mine was simply by searching online and finding a website that sells it.

Though this doesn't necessarily mean the product will be 100% authentic. I recommend also purchasing an SN purity test kit, though it can also be quite pricey.
 
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Angelic
Mar 21, 2019
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Identify methods you can get supplies to complete.
Search those threads.
 
SomewhatLoved

SomewhatLoved

I now know the depths I reach are limitless
Apr 12, 2023
448
There is a posted thread - "suicide resource compilation" that contains information about the most common methods for CTB. The "best" methods - those that kill you without pain or discomfort or anxiety - are mostly off the table. You would need restricted drugs and those types of things for that. For ordinary people, the reliable methods generally include hanging and to a lesser extent SN, carbon monoxide (CO), jumping, etc.

About buying SN - it has become more and more of a restricted chemical to buy, because the governments of most developed nations have realized what people are using it for, and have restricted it. From what I've been told, you used to be able to buy it on sites like eBay with no issue, but now it's obviously harder than that. Sources are "protected" because people realize if the authorities find out about them they may be shut down. Considering your account is only 5 days old, it may be hard to find someone willing to give you a source.
 
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