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outandabout

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Jun 3, 2026
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I want a painless death. I do not want to cause pain to others anymore, emotionally, mentally, or financially. Neither do I want to be in pain for how I'm built and for how I'm raised. I don't think I can acquire gas here where I am, but I want something closest to it. How to achieve this?
 
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adamantc

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Mar 29, 2026
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I want a painless death. I do not want to cause pain to others anymore, emotionally, mentally, or financially. Neither do I want to be in pain for how I'm built and for how I'm raised. I don't think I can acquire gas here where I am, but I want something closest to it. How to achieve this?
what do you mean by 'gas'? If you mean nitrogen for exit bag, it is legal to buy and a diy store, big supermarket or even online store should have it.
 
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outandabout

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Jun 3, 2026
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what do you mean by 'gas'? If you mean nitrogen for exit bag, it is legal to buy and a diy store, big supermarket or even online store should have it.
Agreed. Unsubtle though. Unfortunately I still live with my family, unable to relocate, so something that comes in smaller packages would be my only chance. I should've worded this better. I apologise as I was hyperventilating when posting it initially
 

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